Friday, May 29, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
So I could be the one to wipe your tear stained eyes.
Hold u in my arms & resite how much I love you.
How throughout my day I could only think of you.
I would tell you how I feel.
Vow to keep it real.
You would be mine & I forever yours.
I would rush with open arms through loves door.
I'd tell you about my past & why it didnt last.
So we could start off new, I'd make things better with you.
I'd tell u, u were beautiful and how I cherished your soul.
I strive to make you smile cause thats what drives me wild.
I'd never complain when our days are mondane.
I'd give you the world, flaunt you as my girl.
Never keep a secret, I promise you I mean it.
I would make it my business to make sure you were straight.
& I'd be home like I said I would, a quarter til 8.
I would take you home to my moms, love you in my arms.
Never let you go because my heart would slow.
But I cant do that cause Im a girl & Im coy.
Cause we always seems to argue and we never get along.
All I want is to love you, write you a song.
Consider me optimistic cause I know we'll never work.
If I was the summer, you would be the fall.
My love for you is strong, but yours for me is dull.
When I say I love you, you dont say I love you too.
And when I say I need you, you act as if Im supposed to.
But you fail to realize Im not here by default.
Im here because I want to be and not cause its a law.
I dont have to love and I dont have to need you.
You think that if I wanted to, I couldnt bare to leave you.
Mr. Perfect your not perfect. In fact your made of flaws.
But I can stand to deal with them only with love as the cause.
If you dont want me, leave me.
Dont feed me false hopes.
Under promise and over deliver, your chance of losing me is on the ropes.
Im not Mrs. Perfect.
I never claimed to be.
But if we work together I'll be the best that I can be.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
P.S. My brother isnt a dream crusher after all!
Saturday, May 23, 2009
I wrote you a letter, but you didnt reply.
So now Im writing you asking you why?
All I asked was that you check yes no, or maybe.
I didn't ask to ride in a tricked out mercedes.
Or for a guy who wants to sex me up so he can bring me down.
I just want somebody whose gonna stick around.
For the times when Im mad or sad. Even PMS'n
Did you not write me back to teach me a lesson?
I know in the Bible it says, that Love is patient.
But when I think about love, I start to get anxious.
I wana know what its liked to be in love.
Even if my guy turns out to be a scrub!
If he loved me enough to tell me he did.
Then it would be all good, and happily ever after we could live.
Im still waiting for you to write back.
I dreamed that you were gone.
So far away you couldnt love me.
or wrap me in ur arms.
I cried when I woke up.
The horror still inside me.
But then i looked to my left.
And you were right beside me.
Dreams hold some truth.
So if you plan to leave.
Kill me just before you go.
So i wont have to grieve.
I love you so much.
It isnt fair.
And i pray to God it wont come true.
The events of my nightmare.