if I dont...

If I don’t struggle,
How will I know how it feels to succeed?
If I don’t fall,
How will I know what getting up means?
If I don’t close my eyes ,
How will I ever know what it’s like to see the beautiful sky?
If I don’t stop and hold my breath,
How will I know what a joy it is to breathe?
And If don’t sing,
How would I know how it feels to please a king?
I know I’m young
But my thoughts are profound
I know I’m meant to be
Living high off the ground
One day I’ll meet my savior
One day I’ll be the hope that someone gave ya

Sometimes Im a...

And I will never be ashamed

When I was with HIM...

Like a down pour of rain, anguish, pain.
My heart is hurting, dont know if I can maintain.
Your words sting worse than your fist.
There isnt a blow you throw that doesnt miss.
You say you love me, but to me it feels like hate.
How could everything go so wrong

In something meant to be great.
The clouds have rejected me and now Im feeling low.
Low down dirty shame, you've got the best of me.
Thats one thing I know.

My pride was shaven, it seems on every occasion

.....I play the fool.

Is our love remedial?

It seems disfunctional to me.
No matter how are I try...you still dont understand.
No matter how hard I try, my efforts will never satisfy your greedy heart.
You want for to much and its tearing me apart.

Love me like you used to.

Like the new kid at school.
Everything is fresh, we'll make everything new.
I'll reintroduce myself if I have to.

Hi my name is Jess.
I'll give you all my best.

If you only love me and give me nothing less.

Insomnia

Cant sleep..

Cant eat..

Instead...

I think...

Write down my words..

They become poems...

Hoping one day I'll be well known

Everyone will know 'em

I dream....

I drift...

Never wonder what if...

Never stop for a moment to think..

"maybe this is wrong"..

There are no "wrongs" in a creative mind..

Just ways to define..

What is..

What ain't me.....

Kill, Steal & Destroy...

I do..

• Kill every negative thought...
• Steal every opportunity to be great...
• And I destroy the devil's plan to keep me mediocure..

I will never be...

I make sure of it...

I never sleep...

- Insomnia

Loves Salvation

I love your voice, the way it twangs

Your a rockstar to me, without the fading fame

Your truth set me free and I am grateful

Your truly sincere, from what I can hear

The fact that you like me, really excits me

Your spirit is unique much like your name

And you shine in my eyes Like a glistening star

And I wish I wish I could be where you are

Take the bitterness out of my mouth from what the last guy did

I'm tired of holding a grudge on all men

Show me the light that envelops you

And gives off the gleam that bounces off to me

Am I right? Am I wrong?

Maybe I'll write a song

Am I sleep? Or awake?

God is this my fate?

I a damsel? Are you my knight?

No way on earth this could be right Me?

Admired from afar..a far far afar?

So much distance between us, your in mars, I'm in venus..

What could come from it?

You tell me cause I don't know it

I dream of you sometimes, that's how surreal you are

And the words you speak, its like you read my min

Full of false hope, dreams deferred

I know this isn't real

But I'm not hurt

I know some day

I'll earn someone like you

One day he'll ask me..babe can I wife you?

And I'll say yes With no hesitation

One day I'll be rescued and given loves salvation

How could I forget to post this here!

thinking about past relationships...

I wish I never knew you

I wish we never met

I wish that I could bump my head

Someway I'd forget

You never said your sorry

You never really cared

You never really loved me

But I knew it

I was scared

I never really had you

I never really knew

That someday I would be writing

Songs and Poems about you

You know what?

I dont regret you

I dont reagret a thing

You made me better

Actually taught me a few things

To never settle for less

Never give in

I can have the king I deserve

And I can be his queen

I never made mistakes with us

I never broke the rules

But you...

You rewrote them

But you made yourself the fool

You had a good girl

Actually Im great

I'm better than who you have

And who you'll ever meet

But you can cry a river

You can cry an ocean

You can cry until you die

I would never know it

Cause I will never see you again

I'll never say hello

I'll never give you the pleasure

Of me cutting your throat

Although I'd never do that

Its just a figure of speech

But now I know you get the point

So let it go

Let it be

Done...